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Chapter 2: The Monster in the Dollhouse

My fingers trembled as I took the folded, crumpled sheet of paper from Ben’s icy grasp. It felt heavy, though it was merely a single page ripped from a spiral notebook. The edges were frayed, and the paper itself was slightly yellowed, as if it had been carried in that jacket pocket for years, taken out and refolded a hundred times over.

I looked up at Ben. His jaw was clenched so tightly a muscle feathered in his cheek. He gave me a single, jerky nod, silently urging me to open it.

I unfolded the paper. The fluorescent light of the hospital corridor illuminated the blue ink. I recognized the handwriting instantly. It was Rosie’s. Her letters were large, round, and slightly uneven—a distinct, childlike script I had spent hours helping her practice at our kitchen table when we were young. But the words written on the page were anything but innocent.

"Dear Ben," the letter began.

"I know what you did on the night of the graduation party. I followed you to the quarry. I saw you fighting with Mark. I saw him fall and hit his head on the rocks. I saw you push his body into the water. I found his silver watch on the grass after you drove away. I have it hidden in my dollhouse. You killed him because he hurt my sister. I know you love her. But she can’t have you.

If you don't marry me, I will give the watch to the police and tell them what I saw. You will go to jail forever, and my sister will be all alone. But if you marry me and give me a baby, I will be a good wife. I will never tell anyone. We will be happy. Promise me."

The air in my lungs crystallized into sharp shards of glass. I read the words again. And again. The letters blurred together, swimming in a sickening vortex of blue ink.

Mark. My high school boyfriend. The boy who had been emotionally and physically abusive, the one whose grip left bruises on my arms that I frantically covered with long sleeves. Mark had disappeared the night of our high school graduation. The police concluded he had gotten drunk, wandered off, and drowned in the old quarry. It was ruled a tragic accident. I had felt an overwhelming, shameful sense of relief when they found his body.

"Ben..." I whispered, my voice sounding like it belonged to a ghost. I couldn't look away from the childish handwriting. "Ben, is this... did you..."

"Yes," Ben choked out, the word tearing from his throat. He pressed his back against the cold cinderblock wall and slid down until he was crouching on the floor, his head buried in his hands. "He cornered you that night behind the gym. I saw him hit you. You ran away, but I followed him. I confronted him at the quarry. We fought. I swear to God, I didn't mean to kill him. I just wanted to scare him, to make him promise to stay away from you. He slipped. He hit his head. When I realized he was dead, I panicked."

My mind violently rejected the reality forming in front of me. The sweet, innocent sister I had spent my entire life protecting. The girl the world pitied. She had known. She had watched a boy die, and she had coldly gathered evidence to build a cage for the man I loved.

"She... she blackmailed you?" The words felt absurd on my tongue. "Rosie? My Rosie?"

"She isn't who you think she is," Ben said, looking up at me with eyes completely devoid of light. "She has this condition, yes. People look at her and see a helpless child. But her mind... she understands desire. She understands ownership. She wanted the life you were supposed to have. She wanted the fairy tale, and she realized she had the power to take it."

I stared at the paper. I have it hidden in my dollhouse. The beautiful, elaborate Victorian dollhouse our father had built for her. The one she refused to let anyone touch. All these years, while I sat at her dining table, eating the dinners she cooked, smiling at her domestic bliss, the evidence of a murder was sitting in a toy house just rooms away.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I demanded, the shock finally giving way to a white-hot, agonizing fury. "Why didn't you go to the police and claim self-defense? Why did you sacrifice your entire life—our entire life—for this?"

"Because if I went to prison, who would protect you?" Ben stood up, stepping into my space. "Mark's family is powerful. They would have destroyed us. And Rosie... she was relentless. You think she's sweet because you've always given her exactly what she wants. But when she's denied..." He shuddered. "I married her to keep you safe. To keep myself out of a cell. I thought I could handle it. I thought I could pretend."

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"And the twins?" I asked, my gaze dropping to the floor. "If you were forced into this, how could you... how could you sleep with her?"

A bitter, broken laugh escaped Ben's lips. "I didn't. I couldn't bear to touch her. That's the other part of the nightmare."

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