Chapter 3: The Wedding Mask
Clara reentered the reception with a smile so precise it hurt her face.
The ballroom was a blur of white flowers, gold light, and expensive fabric. A waiter passed with champagne. Someone complimented her dress. Someone else asked whether she had disappeared for fresh air. Clara heard herself answer from a polished distance, the way she had answered a thousand social questions over the years. Yes. Just needed a moment. The heat. The crowd.
All the while, her mind remained outside with a boy holding dirty bread and a photograph that should not exist.
She had left Noah near the service corridor with a clear instruction not to move and a folded bill pressed into his hand for no reason that made practical sense. It was not enough. It was only the first frantic attempt to stop the world from tilting.
Across the room, her husband laughed at something the groom’s father said. Daniel looked handsome, controlled, untouched by the kind of past that arrived through back doors with filthy hands and folded pictures. For one sharp second Clara hated him for that innocence—not because he had done anything wrong, but because he still lived in a version of her life where the surface was the whole story.
She excused herself to the restroom and locked the door.
Alone under the soft bathroom lights, she opened the clutch and stared at the photo again.
Her younger face. The baby. The blanket. The way her body had curved protectively around the child without thinking. Clara pressed her thumb over the image and felt nausea climb her throat. There were years she never discussed. Decisions sealed in silence. Papers signed because someone told her it was best. A hospital corridor. A promise that the past would stay buried if she walked away cleanly enough.
She had walked away.
And now the past had found her at a wedding, wearing hunger and torn clothes.
A knock sounded on the restroom door.
“Clara?” Daniel’s voice. “You all right?”
She looked up into the mirror. The woman staring back was flawless from a distance and cracked up close.
“I’m fine,” she said.
The lie came out smooth.
That, more than anything, terrified her.
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Because if she was good enough at pretending tonight, she might talk herself into pretending tomorrow too.
And the boy outside would still be waiting with her face in his pocket.
