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Chapter 4: The Second Address

On Monday, with Nora’s caution in my ears, Dana drove me past the second address listed on the bills.

It was a low brick complex with decent landscaping and a playground visible from the street. I did not get out. I did not knock. I photographed the entrance, the unit number from the sidewalk where it was legal to stand, the parking space where the dark blue sedan would fit if it were not currently under a tarp in my garage.

A blonde woman emerged with a grocery bag and a little boy in a red jacket. My new vision was still imperfect at distance, but the photograph in the garage had trained my brain. The tilt of Brian’s smile lived in the boy’s mouth.

Dana’s hand found mine above the gearshift.

“Do not open the door,” she said.

“I’m not going to.”

The woman buckled the child into a different car—older, practical—and drove away. She did not look like a villain in a movie. She looked like a person carrying milk. The complication sat in my chest like a stone. Brian had not only lied to me. He had built a whole ordinary life on the other side of my darkness and called it necessity.

I called Nora from the car and reported the sighting without embroidery. She said it helped establish ongoing parallel household patterns. She also said the child’s interests would matter in any support analysis, and that my job was not to explode at a playground.

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“My job,” I said, “is to stop being the only adult in the marriage who can’t read the mail.”

“Then keep reading,” Nora said. “And keep sending me pictures.”

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