Chapter 10: The Choice

On Christmas morning, I made my choice.
I woke up in the hotel, made coffee, and sat on the balcony watching the ocean.
The phone had twenty missed calls.
I did not call back.
I wrote a short message to the family group chat.
I love you all. I will be home after the holidays. Please enjoy the time together. The presents are under the tree. The food is in the fridge. This year, I choose me.
I turned off my phone.
I spent the day walking on the beach.
I had a quiet lunch.
I read my book.
I watched the sunset.
The choice was not made in anger.
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It was made in love — for myself, finally.
And for the first time in years, Christmas felt like peace.